Hearing a wonderful piece is not enough
One must be able to play it
Being able to play it once is not enough
One must be able to master it
Mastering a piece perfectly is not enough
One must be able to perform it
Performing it to others is not enough
One must be able convey it
Conveying it by touching others is not enough
One must be able to teach it
Teaching it to others is not enough
Others must be able to hear it
Hearing a wonderful piece is not enough
One must be able to play it

Says who that we have to obey our parents?
Even though they are wrong sometimes?
Says who that we have to please our elders?
Is it just because talking back is rude?
Says who that we have to listen to our teacher?
Is it just because that they hold the tittle?
Says who that we have to listen to others?
Even though others are just ignorant?
Says who that we must follow our traditions?
Is it because it was pass down by generations?
Says who that we must be loyal?
Even though it isn't worth being loyal to?
Says who that we always be honest?
Even though there is a knife waiting at our back?
Says who that we have to stick our gut?
Is it because that we will regret later?
Says who that we must read all this?
Is it because what we have been doing are wrong?

Love symphony envelope my anima
Can it be another piece from the etude
or might it be before the sonata
It might be rallentando a diminuendo at tempo
but as the bars progress
it may be crescendo a accenlerando
It can be played dolce
The piece written may also be mesto
Yet i would like to listen to it again
and hope it will never be the end
But i know it will soon be the end
As the conductor put down the baton

I hate time for destroying the earth
I hate the earth for destroying my continent
I hate my continent for destroying my country
I hate my country for destroying my state
I hate my state for destroying my neighbour
I especially hate my neighbour for destroying my family
I extremely hate my family for destroying me
Time is what I hate that was given to me for too long

Spring come as the smell of flowers does
Blooming though there are no flowers
Then come summer that flare up my soul
Boiling even when the sun is down
Autumn falls blowing through my face
Caressing my face even there is no wind around
Snow falls and i freezes to death
Stiff as ice but no white petals are found
Spring, Autumn and Summer too
Never comes and never will do
Without pollen, heat and also gust
Only crystal petals falls tonight
As I fail to notice the calender
It has been winter all along

I swear I would love you
till my very last breath
Yet your love for me
was only for very short sigh
I cherish the very least
of what was given
You would only waste away
of all I had given
Your words for me
sound like a beautiful poem
My words for you
was nothing but a nag
Your presence for me
was like angel above my head
My presence for you
was trouble and nothing else to say
My love for you
was pure as snow
Your love for me
was nothing but intention
My love for you
was only meant for you
But you love for me
was meant to be shared
Yet I can only laugh
at the person at the mirror
And you would be laughing
at the person writing

Which field should i work in

Thinking deeply in frustration

Once a step is taken

I can only continue and not turn back

Yet my mind can't decide

For i can work on the one i hate

but i cant work on the one i love

Alas the one i hate is hard but promising

and the one i love is fun but risky

Yet the decision was not mine alone

And i can only sigh and frown

I will remember this day

12th march of 2009

The day that completely change my life

Although straight A's is last thing in my mind

It came true like what others said

I can only say thank you

To all that has help me through

Clouds frown and tunder roars

Signified events along my road

Lightning flashes and clouds begin crying

As i sat down here feel like dying

Rain falls flows down the drain

Like my effort done without repay

Water flooded the land we stay

As i sunk myself in deep despair

Flood retreat and we cheer hooray

But yet my life will never be spared

A land full with men

Who have used thousands of swords

Divided into two

Believing which they though is right

Essence of life is spilled

Forming a vast scarlet pool

A pool swimming by the deceased

Leaving behind pain and tears

One will stand with triumph

Only to see the truth

Victory was traded with lost

Of love one i suppose

Winning was for senile

In war,none would end with smile

I thank god she was given to me

She will do her best to protect me

Sacrificing herself only for me

To feed ,shelter and care for me

Yet others don't love her as much as me

For benefit alone they would cut down tree

Not even a hare they would let it free

Clean water and air was only made believe

Even my kind was dead on new year eve

I wish the others was more like me

Knowing what she had done for thee

You won't be clever
If others are not stupid

You wont be tall
If others are not short

You won't be kind
If others are not cruel

You won't be generous
If others are not stingy

You will be weird
If others are not weird

You wont know
If others are hurt

You must not say
To others what are not supposed

In the vast darkness i wonder

A glimpse of light caught my eye

Alas, insight but it can't be mine

Into a deeper hole i fell with fear and sorrow

Yet it was not it which make it worse

The only to blame was me alone

But today i will retry

I will stand with joy and pride

For gaining the light that is mine

Tears gather at my eye

As i reach the place where i called home

To see different faces from before

I know then things can never be the same

For people live and grow and die

People came and played and gone

Nostalgic as it seems now that i'm back at home

I swear that our friendship will never be gone

As tears rolled down now that you have gone

Everyday without your hold

I will be waiting,in my sorrow

Everyday without your hold

I will be home,hoping you would call

And i'm all alone, like a sparrow

in a cage i don't belong

I can't escape the cage of pain and lost

All along,you didn't know

Everyday i will know

You'll be there ,to ease my sorrow

I can feel,but i can't see

Coz' you are there but you are not

In the pool of red i cried

for the spring that will never arrive

For in my sight everything was pure and white

In my heart was only fear and fright

The winter i have experience i was never satisfied

Too little i am afraid i can only sigh

Alas my family was not insight

I can only hope they will never cry