The things I never knew i had

I have never knew how great it is to have company around me nor have i ever appreciate the time i have with my family or be it just lazily lying on my bed. Starting out living alone it hard. With no friends, no company, no one that will always be there for you make you feel like u are walking in the abyss of darkness. Here I am right now staring at my empty room, roughly furnish, with pillow that felt so allien, window views that are like a stranger. However, all i had was my compaq and internet to keep the distance that seems so vast felt as if still within my grasp and a little keepsake taken from home that i cling dearly more precious diamonds. I never knew it was this hard. Have i known i would miss out so much in my life. I would haf used my time differently, be more compassionate with the meagre amount of life i had left back to so that i would love and felt love more.